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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    11:27 am
    @@@@@He made himself swallow slowly, setting the
    @@@@@He made himself swallow slowly, setting the canteen down after each gulpWhen it was half empty he noticed Ridges watching himSomehow it was obvious that Ridges had no water left
    Ridges could walk up to the stream, and fill his canteen but Goldstein knew what that meantThe thought of standing up, of walking even a hundred yards, was a torment he could not bear to faceAnd Ridges must feel the same way
    Goldstein was annoyedWhy hadn't Ridges been more thoughtful, saved his water? He felt stubborn and tilted the canteen to his mouth againBut the drink tasted suddenly brackishGoldstein was conscious of how warm it had becomeHe forced himself to take one more drink
    Then, feeling an unutterable sense of shame, he handed it to Ridges
    "Here, you want a drink?"
    "Yeah Ridges drank thirstilyWhen he had almost emptied the canteen he looked at Goldstein
    "We're gonna have to rustle in the jungle for food tomorrow," Ridges said
    Ridges smiled weakly



    13

    WHEN ROTH missed the leap, the platoon was shatteredFor ten minutes they huddled together on the shelf, too stricken, too terrified, to move onAn incommunicable horror affected them allThey stood upright, frozen to the wall, their fingers clenched into the fissures of the rock, their legs powerlessOnce or twice Croft tried to rouse them, but they shied away from the commands, petrified by his voice as though they were dogs terrified by a master's bootWyman was sobbing in nervous exhaustion, quietly, thinly, a small steady wailing, and into it fitted their own voices, a grunt or a small moan or a hysterical curse, random things, disconnected, so that the men who uttered them were hardly aware that they had spoken
    Their will recovered enough for them to continue, but they moved at a frantically slow pace, refusing to step forward for seconds at a time before some minor obstacle, clinging to the wall ferociously wherever the ledge became narrow againAfter half an hour Croft finally brought them out, and the ledge widened and crossed the ridg
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    11:27 am
    @@@@@And I took from them without thought for I
    @@@@@And I took from them without thought for I had pure,
    encompassing faith in the goodness of God and the wisdom of Holy
    Mother
    Church, which I believed to be a vocation, a call to the priesthood"Now I will learn the answer, I believedThe
    seminary contains many holy books and holy men and all the wisdom
    of
    the ChurchI studied and I prayed and I searchedI found ecstasy in
    prayer, knowledge in studiesBut not the knowledge I was seeking
    'Why?" I asked my teachers, 'why must little children die from
    hunger?" But the only answer given me was, 'Trust in God's wisdom
    and
    have faith in His love" Colum raised his arms above his tortured face,
    raised his voice to a shout"God, my Father, I feel Your presence and
    Your almighty powerBut I cannot see Your faceWhy have You
    turned
    away from Your people the Irish??" His arms dropped"There is no
    answer, Scarlett," he said brokenly, "there has never been an answer
    But I saw a vision, and I have followed itIn my vision the starving
    children came together and their weakness was less weak in their
    numbersThey rose up in their thousands, their fleshless small arms
    reaching out, and they overturned the carts heaped with food, and
    they
    did not die It is my vocation now to turn over those carts, to drive
    out the English from their banqueting tables, to give Ireland the love
    and mercy that God has denied her Scarlett gasped at
    hisblasphemy
    "I am in Hell! When I see soldiers mocking a mother who must beg to
    buy food for her children, it is a vision from HellWhen I see old
    men pushed into the muck of the street so that soldiers will have the
    sidewalks, I see HellWhen I see evictions, floggings, the groaning
    carts of grain passing the family with a square meter of potatoes to
    keep them from death, I say that all Ireland is Hell, and I will gladly
    suffer death and then torment for all eternity to spare the Irish one
    hour of Hell on earth Scarlett was shaken by his vehemenceShe
    groped for understandingSuppose she hadn't been there when the
    English came with the battering ram to Daniel's house? Suppose all
    her
    money was gone, and Cat was hungry? Suppose the English soldiers
    really were like Yankees and stole her animals and burned the fields
    she'd watched greening? She knew what it was to be helpless before
    an
    armyShe knew the feeling of hungerThey were memories no
    amount of
    gold could ever quite erase"How can I help you?" she asked Colu
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    11:34 am
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    I didn't care how many there wereI tried to tell her how little it matteredIt wouldn't take
    twenty of them to kill meI tried to make her see how precarious our position was,
    but she was beyond my warnings at the moment, lost in this human world she'd never dreamed
    was here
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    CHAPTER 14
    Disputed
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    reactI wanted to look at Uncle Jeb, to understand his heartbreaking answer in the desert, but I
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    Melanie reacted differently
    “Jared,” she cried; through my damaged throat the sound was just a croak
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    I wasn't able to stop her fast enough
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    long months of separation, how it had hardened, how the lines pulled in different directions
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    11:35 am
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    of me, Jack! Take one of the-" Then no more, just
    the sound of grunting cries from my friends and
    the angry, unearthly laughter of two long-dead
    children
    1076
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    knees, and I didn't need anyone to tell me that
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    Under conditions chloe bag like that, it's best not to
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    No! Stop! Don't do th -
    I dropped her in, and one result was immediate:
    above me, the children's angry laughter turned to
    shrieks of surprised horrorHe
    sounded hysterical and half-insane, but I was
    never so glad to hear anyone in my life
    "That's right, go on and run! Before your fucking
    ship sails and leaves you behind!"
    Now I had a delicate problemI had taken hold of
    the flashlight in my mens gucci watches remaining hand, and she was
    insidebut the cap was somewhere in here with
    me, and I couldn't see itNor did I have another
    hand to feel around with"Wireman, are you there?"
    After a moment long enough to first seed four
    kinds of fear and then start them growing, he
    answered: "Yeah, muchacho
    "All right?"
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    then, sitting there crooked among the bones with
    the water-filled shell of the flashlight held up
    like the Statue of Liberty's torch, I began to
    laugh
    Some things are just so true you have to
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    My eyes had adjusted enough for me to make out a
    dark shape seeming to float down the side of the
    cistern - Jack, descending the ladderThe sleeve
    of the flashlight was thrumming in my hand - weak,
    but definitely gucci for women thrummingI pictured a woman
    drowning in a narrow steel tank and pushed the
    image awayIt was too much like what had happened
    to Ilse, and the monster I had imprisoned was
    nothing like Ilse
    "There's a rung missing," I said"If you don't
    want to die down here, you want to be careful as
    hell
    1078
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    shaking voice I never would have identified as his
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    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    11:26 am
    @@@@@and Miss Crawford were mentioned in my last
    @@@@@and Miss
    Crawford were mentioned in my last letters from MansfieldDo
    you find them agreeable acquaintance?”
    Tom was the only one at all ready with an answer, but he being
    entirely without particular regard for either, without jealousy either
    in love or acting, could speak very handsomely of both
    Crawford was a most pleasant, gentleman-like man; his sister a sweet,
    pretty, elegant, lively girlRushworth could be silent no longer“I do not say he is not
    gentleman-like, considering; but you should tell your father he is
    not above five feet eight, or he will be expecting a well-looking man
    Sir Thomas did not quite understand this, and looked with some
    surprise at the speaker
    “If I must say what I think,” continued MrRushworth, “in my
    opinion it is very disagreeable to be always rehearsingIt is having
    too much of a good thingI am not so fond of acting as I was at
    firstI think we are a great deal better employed, sitting comfortably
    here among ourselves, and doing nothing
    Sir Thomas looked again, and then replied with an approving
    smile, “I am happy to find our sentiments on this subject so much
    the sameIt gives me sincere satisfactionThat I should be cautious
    and quick-sighted, and feel many scruples which my children do
    not feel, is perfectly natural; and equally so that my value for domestic
    tranquillity, for a home which shuts out noisy pleasures,
    should much exceed theirsBut at your time of life to feel all this, is
    a most favourable circumstance for yourself, and for everybody connected
    with you; and I am sensible of the importance of having an
    ally of such weight
    Sir Thomas meant to be giving MrRushworth’s opinion in better
    words than he could find himselfHe was aware that he must not
    162
    Mansfield Park
    expect a genius in MrRushworth; but as a well-judging, steady
    young man, with better notions than his elocution would do justice
    to, he intended to value him very highlyIt was impossible for many
    of the others not to smileRushworth hardly knew what to do
    with so much meaning; but by looking, as he really felt, most exceedingly
    pleased with Sir Thomas’s good opinion, and saying
    scarcely anything, he did his best towards preserving that good opinion
    a little longer
    163
    Jane Austen
    CHAPTER XX
    EDMUND’S FIRST OBJECT the next morning was to see his father alone,
    and give him a fair statement of the whole acting scheme, defending
    his own share in it as far only as he could then, in a soberer
    moment, feel his motives to deserve, and acknowledging, with perfect
    ingenuousness, that his concession had been attended with such
    partial good as to make his judgment in it very doubtfulHe was
    anxious, while vindicating himself, to say nothing unkind of the
    others: but there was only one amongst them whose conduct he
    could mention without some necessity of defence or palliation“We
    have all been more or less to blame,” said he, “every one of us, excepting
    FannyFanny is the only one who has judged rightly throughout;
    who has been consiste
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    11:26 am
    @@@@@One morning while the wife and kids were
    @@@@@One morning while the wife and kids were swimming, a stray
    jet from Hanoi strafed the area killing the three of themOur man went crazy; he chucked
    everything and made his way to Saigon and into MedusaAll he wanted to do was killHe became
    Delta One—no names were ever used in Medusa—and he was considered the most effective
    guerrilla leader in the war, as often as not fighting Command Saigon over orders as he did the
    enemy with death squads
    “Still, he obviously supported the war,” observed Valentino
    “Outside of having no use for Saigon and the ARVN, I don’t think he gave a damn one way or
    anotherHe had his own private war and it was way behind enemy lines, the nearer Hanoi the
    betterI think in his mind he kept looking for the pilot who had killed his familyYears ago there was a wife and two kids and they were butchered in front of his eyesNow
    there’s another wife and two children and the Jackal is closing in, hunting him downThat’s got to
    be driving him close to the edgeGoddamn it!”
    The four men at the opposite end of the table looked briefly at one another and let Conklin’s
    sudden emotion passAgain, the director spoke, again gently“Considering the time span,” he
    began, “the operation mounted to trap Carlos had to have taken place well over a decade ago, yet
    the events in Hong Kong were much more recentWere they related? Without giving us a name or
    names at this juncture, what do you feel you can tell us about Hong Kong?”
    Alex gripped his cane and held it firmly, his knuckles white as he replied“Hong Kong was both
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    extraordinary I’ve ever heard ofAnd to my profound relief we here at Langley had nothing to do
    with the initial strategy, the plaudits can go to hellI came in late and what I found turned my
    stomachIt sickened McAllister, too, for he was in at the beginningIt was why he was willing to
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    intellectualized morality couldn’t let a decent man be killed for the strategy
    “That’s a hell of an indictment,” offered Casset“What happened?”
    “Our own people arranged to have Bourne’s wife kidnapped, the woman who had led that man
    without a memory back to usThey left a trail that forced him to go after her—to Hong Kong
    “Jesus, why?” cried Valenti
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    11:27 am
    @@@@@"Colum! I was afraid you'd got lost," said
    @@@@@"Colum! I was afraid
    you'd got lost," said Scarlett when her cousin emerged from the
    crowds
    near the tents"Not a bit of it, ScarlettHave you
    eaten?"
    "No, I forgot
    "Are you pleased with your horses?" Scarlett looked down at him from
    her perch on the rail of the jumping ring"I
    think I bought an elephantYou've never seen such a big horse in
    your
    lifeI had to, but I don't know why Colum put a steadying hand on
    her armHer laughter was ragged and her eyes were bright with pain
    at will go out," said the little voIce"No, sweetheart, not today Scarlett felt a terrifying vulnerabilityHow
    could she have been so reckless? How could she have ignored the
    danger
    to Cat? Dunsany was not that far away, not nearly far enough to be
    sure that people wouldn't know about The O 'Hara and her darkskinned
    childShe kept Cat with her day and night, upstairs in their two
    rooms while she looked worriedly out the window above the drive
    Fitz was her go-between for the things that had to be done, and done
    faster than fastThe dressmaker raced back and forth for fittings of
    Scarlett's riding habit, the cobbler worked like a leprechaun far into
    the night on her boots, the stableman labored with rags and oil over
    the cracked and dry sidesaddle that had been left in the tack room
    thirty years before Scarlett arrived, and one of the boys from the
    hiring fair who had quiet hands and an easy seat exercised the
    powerful
    big bay hunterWhen Saturday dawned, Scarlett was as ready as
    she'd
    ever beHer horse was a bay gelding named Half MoonHe was, as
    she'd told Colum, very big, nearly seventeen hands, with a deep chest
    and long back and powerfully muscled thighsHe was a horse for a
    big
    man; Scarlett looked tiny and fragile and very feminine on himShe
    was afraid she looked ridiculousAnd she was quite certain that she'd
    make a fool of herselfShe didn't know Half Moon's temperament or
    peculiarities, and there was no chance to get to know them because
    she
    was riding sidesaddle, as all ladies did
    When she was a girl, Scarlett had loved riding sidesaddleIt produced
    a graceful fall of skirts that emphasized her tiny wa
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    11:35 am
    @@@@@ He was giving up on keeping me alive,
    @@@@@
    He was giving up on keeping me alive, letting nature–or rather mob justice–take its course
    When he returned, and I was dead, he wouldn't hold anyone responsible
    All this I could hear in those three words
    I knew the human exaggeration for sorrow–abroken heartMelanie remembered speaking the
    phrase herselfBut I'd always thought of it as a hyperbole, a traditional description for
    something that had no real physiological link, like a green thumbSo I wasn't expecting the pain
    in my chestThe nausea, yes, the swelling in my throat, yes, and, yes, the tears burning in my
    eyesBut what was the ripping sensation just under my rib cage? It made no logical sense
    And it wasn't just ripping, but twisting and pulling in different directionsBecause Melanie's
    heart broke, too, and it was a separate sensation, as if we'd grown another organ to compensate
    for our twin awarenessesA double heart for a double mind
    He's leaving,she sobbede'll never see him againShe didn't question the fact that we were
    going to die
    I wanted to weep with her, but someone had to keep her headI bit my hand to hold the moan
    back
    “That's probably best,” Jeb said
    “I'll need to get some things organized” Already Jared's mind was far, far away from this
    claustrophobic corridor
    “I'll take over here, thenGuess I'll see you when I see you, Jeb
    Jared handed the gun back to Jeb, stood up, and brushed absently at the dust on his clothes
    Then he was off, hurrying down the hall with his familiar quick step, his mind on other things
    Not one glance in my direction, not one more thought for my fate
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    11:35 am
    @@@@@Send the whole island to Davy Jones's
    @@@@@Send the
    whole island to Davy Jones's locker He picked up the silver cylinder, turned his
    attention to the little orange flag over the
    fissure that splits the middle of Lake Phalen,
    then looked back at me"Want to say any final
    words, muchacho?"
    "Yes," I said, "but not many
    "Get em ready, then Wireman turned on his knees
    and held the silver cylinder outThe sun sparkled
    on it for what I hoped would be the final time in
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    from Minnesota, she would somehow find the caldo
    I said the words I'd been holding in my mind
    Wireman's fingers openedThere was a small splash
    We leaned over the side of the boat and watched
    the silver cylinder slide smoothly out of sight
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    descent
    ii
    Wireman stayed that night, and the nextWe ate
    rare steaks, drank green tea in the afternoon, and
    talked about anything but old timesThen I took
    him to the airport, where he'd fly to Houston
    There he planned to rent a car and drive south
    See some of the country, he said
    I offered to go with him as far as security, and
    he shook his head"You shouldn't have to watch as
    Wireman removes his shoes for a business school
    graduate," he said"This is where we say adiós,
    Edgar
    "Wireman-" I said, and could say no moreMy
    throat was filled with tears
    He pulled me into his arms and kissed me firmly on
    both cheeksIt's time for Act
    T
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    11:27 am
    @@@@@ “Bertram,” said Henry Crawford, “I shall
    @@@@@
    “Bertram,” said Henry Crawford, “I shall make a point of coming
    to Mansfield to hear you preach your first sermonI shall come on
    197
    Jane Austen
    purpose to encourage a young beginnerWhen is it to be? Miss
    Price, will not you join me in encouraging your cousin? Will not
    you engage to attend with your eyes steadily fixed on him the whole
    time—as I shall do—not to lose a word; or only looking off just to
    note down any sentence preeminently beautiful? We will provide
    ourselves with tablets and a pencilWhen will it be? You must preach
    at Mansfield, you know, that Sir Thomas and Lady Bertram may
    hear you
    “I shall keep clear of you, Crawford, as long as I can,” said Edmund;
    “for you would be more likely to disconcert me, and I should be
    more sorry to see you trying at it than almost any other man
    “Will he not feel this?” thought Fanny“No, he can feel nothing
    as he ought
    The party being now all united, and the chief talkers attracting
    each other, she remained in tranquillity; and as a whist-table was
    formed after tea—formed really for the amusement of DrGrant,
    by his attentive wife, though it was not to be supposed so—and
    Miss Crawford took her harp, she had nothing to do but to listen;
    and her tranquillity remained undisturbed the rest of the evening,
    except when MrCrawford now and then addressed to her a question
    or observation, which she could not avoid answeringMiss
    Crawford was too much vexed by what had passed to be in a humour
    for anything but musicWith that she soothed herself and amused
    her friend
    The assurance of Edmund’s being so soon to take orders, coming
    upon her like a blow that had been suspended, and still hoped uncertain
    and at a distance, was felt with resentment and mortification
    She was very angry with himShe had thought her influence
    moreShe had begun to think of him; she felt that she had, with
    great regard, with almost decided intentions; but she would now
    meet him with his own cool feelingsIt was plain that he could have
    no serious views, no true attachment, by fixing himself in a situation
    which he must know she would never stoop toShe would
    learn to match him in his indifferenceShe would henceforth admit
    his attentions without any idea beyond immediate amusementIf
    he could so command his affections, hers should do her no harm
    198
    Mansfield Park
    CHAPTER XXIV
    HENRY CRAWFORD had quite made up his mind by the next morning
    to give another fortnight to Mansfield, and having sent for his
    hunters, and written a few lines of explanation to the Admiral, he
    looked round at his sister as he sealed and threw the letter from
    him, and seeing the coast clear of the rest of the family, said, with a
    smile, “And how do you think I mean to amuse myself, Mary, on
    the days that I do not hunt? I am grown too old to go out more than
    three times a week; but I have a plan for the intermediate days, and
    what do you think it is?”
    “To walk and ride with me, to be sure
    “Not exactly, though I shall be happy to do both, but that would
    be exercise only to my body, and I must take care of my mind
    Besides, that would be all recreation and indulgence, without the
    wholesome alloy of labour, and I do not like to eat the bread of
    idlenessNo, my plan is to make Fanny Price in love with me
    “Fanny Price! Nonsense! No,
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